its like stepping through the reflexology walking path. a good kind of pain that relieved both of us. a cure for a lifetime sickness.
u might not be the most eligible bachelor.
but u r the one who came back n didnt give up when i wanted to walk away.
u r the one who make me accept what i stubbornly refuse to accept after so many fights.
i might not be the best for you.
but im here despite all the tears.
relationship, is all about not giving up & holding on despite the hopeless feeling.
because others cannot see the world the way u n i choose to.
because when u keep saying “lets be like someone else” then u might as well not marry me.
honestly it aint gonna be easy.
but how perfect can a relationship be?
how lovely it will look to others?
n how much r u willing to tolerate the ugliness?
but what is not lovely
sometimes the heart will love it.
I love how you fit nicely in my arms. how my body heats up trying to warm your cold hands.
No I dont mind when you’re trying to be cute. I welcome it. I would never hate it.
And when we fight and I couldnt make you see my reasons. All I could think of is to shut you up with a kiss.
I wish you could see yourself through my eyes. What you mean to me. What it means to love you.
ive been stalking you since i was 16. i know shidat. how she looks like. know you went to the fireworks with her. i know you went to terengganu with your friends. and i know you had chinese girlfriend on myspace back then.
still wanna marry me?
love is not easy.
we scream and shout.
we cried because it hurts so much.
but dont talk as if it is only one side that is hurting.
because i push back my limit for you.
n Allah knows how i felt like moving on. how i was on the verge of leaving.
and i still have this fear and phobic.
that i cant cure.
its new wound.
it is easily opened again.
and i still cry too hard.
because i dont know if u know that im hurting.
and even if u know.
my heart remembered when u used to not caring.
which is why i cried so hard.
because i dont know if my pain will stop.
9 years ago..you’d probably never thought we could end up like this.
I couldnt help smiling everytime I look back at us.
How separated we were. You and your life. Me with mine.
I could never thought they could intertwine. but it did.
And I thank god for that..