May 2013
2 posts
Your hand in mine - A walk & Follow me (Murad... →
Let’s.
April 2013
6 posts
why wont u smile more in pictures of us?
are u not happy?
sometimes i tot to ask.
but then i feel its enough.
that he dont smile for the world to see.
atleast he would smile for me.
let everyone thinks that he stays reluctantly.
and wonder why he still stays with her.
and in the end they will ask theirselves.
‘why do he stayed with her all this while?’
and they will...
March 2013
1 post
December 2012
1 post
November 2012
2 posts
August 2012
5 posts
i used to not be satisfied with the amount of miscalls i received from you. and now that ive got it i dont think miscalls meant more than having u beside me
dear sayang.
tonight i cried myself to sleep.
i dont think i can do this anymore.
crying just because i cant see u tonight.
i feel majorly obsessed.
i dont like myself.
i miss you so much that i cried.
i cant keep crying knowing u dont care if u cant meet me tonight.
i cant keep crying knowing u wont feel sorry tomorrow.
im just being stupid.
ill go to work on my own.
i dont think i...
July 2012
8 posts
when i write those messages to u.
ive never thought that u wont reply it.
because in my mind.
my crazy mind. u love me a lot.
and i dont make it a habit thinking u will let me down.
i just do things.
and the most heartbreaking thing is not ‘knowing your effort will be gone not appreciated.’
but knowing it.
and somehow deluding yourself
into thinking you would care this time.
and not...
it heartbreaking when you can already predict the effort you give for the one you love will go to waste.
June 2012
4 posts
im tired.
i wanna sleep.
but i took my phone.
n type.
‘i love u syg. goodnight.’
i try to say it everynight for u.
i feel sad when i fall asleep.
the one i start and end my day with.
May 2012
12 posts
recently ive changed my writing style. or my rooting style. instead of being jealous of every moment he spent with every other people i opted to say ‘have fun sayang’. i hope u would see it. its not like im getting to let u be free. its because i want u to grow. to learn. and i wanna be the one behind you while u r doing all that. im trying to grow along with you. instead of being a...
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I hope you're glad
having more things to do in a day makes me yearn for you much more than before.
today I started working, the day became longer and time moves slower. and I miss you so..
I dont get enough of you today..I want more of you..
Though I am glad I could be with you every morning and go home with you in the evening. because I am closer to you
I cant understand why I would miss you more. why I feel...
April 2012
13 posts
sleeping in your car
i was feeling sleepy.
but i woke up half dazed realizing u r at my side driving.
beside me. but im not in your arms.
so i flung my hand towards you and let my head snuggled in the hollow of your shoulder and neck.
and drift back to sleep.
because im sleepy.
but because i cant stay awake.
i will settle with snuggling you close.
i can sleep because i know you are around.
and you will keep...
how do you know when you’re deeply in love with someone?
to me..when i woke up in the middle of the night. because i smell the scent of her shampoo. and immediately feel the longing to have her next to me so i can hug her close.
thats what happened tonight. i woke up and i was sad. ur scent makes me miss you so much. and i dont have you near me. its unbearable..
